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My Authentic Self
YouTube noob
Many years ago, I decided to just be myself. I feel turmoil inside when I am not being authentic. It takes courage to show the world the real you. When you let your guard down, you are showing your vulnerable side to others.
Sharing online, whether through writing or videos, can lead to some rather hateful comments. The haters will always be out there. I don’t want to live my life being fearful of the comments of haters.
For awhile now, I wanted to make some YouTube videos. I really don’t have anyone to help me in person, so I watched a lot of YouTube videos about how to make YouTube videos.
I am not gifted in the realm of technology. Some of the technology advice in the videos was overwhelming. I also don’t have the extra money to purchase the best lighting or backgrounds for videos. So, I decided to just go ahead and do my best, damn the haters.
I do not wear makeup, so I didn’t put on makeup for the videos. Hey, that’s me, deal with it! My first YouTube videos were made for the senior citizens who attend my classes at the Senior Center. This was while the Center was closed due to Covid. They were made as an introduction to my mindfulness classes. These videos were geared towards a population with a median age of 80. They were made in 2021.
