Mitch, I won't lose respect for you either way. I'm happy that you have the courage to question your long-held beliefs! Also, from your writing, I can tell that your family means everything to you, and that you want to do the right thing by them. None of us can predict the future. Many of us struggle, just as you are struggling. The way I see it, where we are at this point in time is due to many years of machinations of the political parties, with the assistance of sophisticated propaganda. My thing is getting people to realize that we the people have power to change things. The situation is Gaza has brought more and more people to become aware that it's not the President that runs the show, but the MIC and wealthy investors (BlackRock, Vanguard, etc). Also, that if a President is too impaired to run, why is he still President? Who is running the country right now? Certainly not Harris, as VP she has to honor her President. It's all been so carefully planned behind the scenes.