I understand. I still wear my mask when indoors. I still will not eat inside at a restaurant. People refuse to acknowledge that this is not just "another flu", but that it is a new, complex virus that we still have so much to learn about. My "friends" see me as panicky. They are somehow amazed that people are still dying from Covid. How do they know that they didn't give pass the virus on through their desire to "go back to normal" as soon as possible? I agree with you, people are making me more depressed than the virus.