For me, the saddest part was going broke because of hospitalizations, then having SSA deny me for disability as the judge in the case was a misogynist. As soon as my female lawyer saw the judge assigned to the case, she was worried. This judge had NEVER approved a female for disability. My lawyer refiled my case for appeal, but due to the slow process of SSA, the time limit ran out. At least I had great doctors who helped me with my c-PTSD, but I am in medical debt. Much more attention has to be given to parity for mental health.